emotions

gone...

2011-12-01T00:23:00.001+08:00

tired of life...tired of living....

just thinking

2011-10-09T01:05:00.001+08:00

really wonder how does the afterlife feels like....

...

2011-08-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

everything that is happening is all my fault...
its my fault for being so useless...
for not being able to contribute...
maybe just maybe i really dont deserve to be here...

why

2011-08-11T00:59:00.003+08:00

why must it always b me to give in to everything?
why is that that only my flaws are seen even when im trying my best to meet up to expectations?
it hurts to see that im not doing my family proud and that its coming from them personally...
why is it that im only allowed to swallow all my unhappiness and not express it out?
even if i do, im still in the wrong for saying it out...
just because im studying nursing doesnt mean that i have to change who i am right?
as the years pass im being treated more and more like a tool
feel that the only thing im given is money and everything else i got to depand on my own...
if that is the case i rather not be given any money at all in exchange for what im losing right now...
i am not asking for much...i am just asking to be treated as a son, a close friend which i know i will never be anymore, someone that can be depanded on, someone to be proud of...
but most of all i just want to be treated as a human being again if possible...

farewell i guess....

2011-08-10T00:27:00.003+08:00

on the outside i may seem to be fine and happy just like everyone else...
but also just like everyone else,
i have my issues and my greatest is trying to fight against my emotions..
to most it may seem like their issues are way bigger than mine which i agree
which is why i chose not to say and show anything but keep everything inside...
everyday and night im crying on the inside and i know im slowly hurting and killing myself from the inside...
but still chose not to say anything to anyone because i do not want to worry anybody...
dont want to seem like im selfish or just wanting to attract attention...
and rahter help those around me, trying to make them happy, sharing their burden or at least be a listening ear to them even though i know i cant do much but still want to help them which is why many times the thought of "what if one day i'm just emotionless?" would it be better? won't than will i be able to help others more? i know its an oxymoron statement saying not wanting any emotions but still want to help others as helping others means that there are emotions involved...
all i can do now which is what im doing for quite sometime already,maybe for a few years,
is just to keep everything inside, to myself and carry on with things...
wish that things could be how it used to be but i know time will never be able to turn back...

self

2011-07-10T01:46:00.003+08:00

there are times whereby i really consider being back to my old self...
in the past although im always the transparent and the shadows of others but at least wadever i did was being recognised...
in the past at least i felt that i wasnt ignored when ever i said something...
in the past when ppl 'see' me at least they will ask how am i doing n see me as a happy person which i really was all they said was i had to express myself more...
but now...yes i did tried to express more of myself, tried to b happy ( but obviously not), still am transparent and always being the shadow,tried and still trying to improve myself always but it seems that its never enuf, things that i did, to others now it was jus things that was expected of me to do, had more frens but in actual fact are they truely my frens?
getting sick of being called this and that, tried to change my behavior but things still continued being the same...
intially tried reaching out to ppl ard me trying to 'shout' for help but those who i told didnt nt understand how i felt or jus put wadever i said to one side...eventually i jus told myself forget it jus keep everything to urself...
seeing others being constantly praised of this and that which im proud n happy for them but at the back of my mind the thought of "when isitz gonna b my turn?" always appears.

its true that this whole post all i've said is about myself n sound that im being very selfish...
but than again am i...

2009-11-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

wad is the truth and wad is not? is there a difference now?
emotions or reasoning? which to choose?
remain being myself or someone else, someone different?
am i a person or just a thing that people use and throw? most people just ask for what they want from me and than disappear only to appear again when they need more things before disappear.
physical tired or emotional tired? again who am i to complain or say anything.
happiness or sadness? i doubt there is such emotions in me or is there?
there are so many questions in my mind and many more that are unsolved except for 1 question.
bye for now than...

expressing

2009-11-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

the thought of giving up is so easy
but yet when it comes to trying to giv up its so difficult
how i wish tat i can reali giv up now
so tired but yet again everyone is n some even more tired than i am
so who am i to complain bout anything at all

its all about me -_-'''

2009-10-07T01:03:00.000+08:00

Aquarius Strength Keywords:

- Witty
- Clever
- Humanitarian
- Inventive
- Original

Aquarius Weakness Keywords:

- Stubborn
- Unemotional
- Sarcastic
- Rebellious
- Aloof

Aquarius and Independence:

Aquarius personality is very independent, any attempt to hold them down or restrict them will cause them, to flee. They need to be free to be on their own. Independence is not just desired by Aquarius, it is essential to their well being.

Aquarius and Friendship:

Beneath the detached, unemotional exterior lies a kind hearted friend that will go out of their way to help another. They love to make people laugh and cheer people up and it makes them feel good to make others feel good. They do not expect anything in return for this could put a damper on their freedom, they live with no strings attached. They are very unconventional and always full of excitement, an Aquarius friend always makes life fun. They might offer you a spontaneous last minute camping trip with no supplies prepared, if you decide to go along, you will have a weekend to remember forever!

Aquarius and Business:

Aquarius likes to do something useful with their lives, mixing that with their amazing way with people, they make excellent politicians and social workers/psychologists. They are progressive thinkers and are great at forming new ideologies and theories, any type of research is very suited to Aquarius. Aquarius one downfall in the business world is the attention to detail, they like the grand ideas and massive plans and can make them happen, but the mundane day to day repetitive details causes them to procrastinate. Aquarius needs a secretary.

Aquarius and Temperament:

Aquarius tend to be rebels just for the sake of having their own way. Their stubbornness sometimes causes their failure, they will continue to do something their way even though others have proved it is wrong, they are very smart people and know it is wrong but they will continue just because it is their way, they are very fixed in opinion and stubborn when confronted. Despite their stubbornness and fixed opinion, they will never impose their ideas on others, they have respect for everybody's differences.

Aquarius Deep Inside:

Aquarius are in search of wisdom, they are very observant and they can gather their information objectively because emotions do not get in the way, they seem to be above emotions altogether and when they speak, they speak the truth. Sometimes it may be shocking or painful because of their disregard for the feelings of others, but they intend no harm, they call it like they see it and do not emotions cloud their judgment, they are very detached from emotion. It is not that Aquarius are unemotional, they just to not trust their emotions so they incorporate them into their ideas of who they are. As a result, if someone does not agree with their ideas, Aquarius sometimes takes it personally, not as much as other zodiac signs however as Aquarius is intellect driven and not emotionally driven. Sometimes they wonder if there is something in life that they are missing because they do not feel like other people feel. This does not necessarily prevent them from being involved in intimate relationships, they are capable of this but the person on the other end will always notice an air of detachment from Aquarius. Aquarius wonders 'why?' so much that they can question their existence. They wonder if what they are doing is useful, they want other people to notice them and appreciate them, this is caused by underlying insecurities that wonder if other people accept them for who they are but these are never brought to the surface because to an Aquarius, it does not matter that much because they know that they are special.

Aquarius in a Nutshell:

Aquarius is the sign of visionaries, unconventionality and intellectual independence. Aquarius are the people who deviate from the crowd and go their own way. They are always after intellectual stimulation, constantly discovering something new, forming new opinions and stubbornly traveling their way regardless of what other people think. Aquarius are filled with paradoxes, they are interested in the opposite ends of the spectrum, they like to be alone yet are social butterflies, they like to experience both sides and see both opinions as they formulate new ideas with their forward thinking, active mind. Aquarius have a 'live and let live' policy where everyone is free to be themselves, an Aquarius never judges others because as human beings, we are all equal and entitled to our own opinions. They are verbally skilled and very witty, they observe people and learn how to interact with others through observation. They can be masters of manipulation justifying anything they do or think. As a result, they can deal with any type of personality and adapt to any situation. They welcome change because boredom is their enemy. Anything new is an opportunity to Aquarius. Aquarius can act as an expert on any topic, they are very good at inflating their own importance, they feel it is deserved because their eccentricity makes them unique. Conventional people beware, Aquarius likes to shock and deviate from the norm, this is how they live. Aquarius is known to pick at anyone they find weak or dull-minded. It is simply an easy target for verbal exercise for them, no harm is meant but it might be taken from the other person. Deep inside, Aquarius would never intentionally hurt anyone, they have respect for every human, even thought this might not seem apparent to the more emotional types.

lies

2009-09-01T14:00:00.003+08:00

I'm Not Sure I'm Ready To Leave
But I Don't Think It's Safe If I Stay
And The Burden Of Loving You Is Heavy For Me
Yeah (yeah)
But I Just Can't Seem To Turn And Walk Away

'Cause everytime that I feel at home is when I'm lookin in your eyes (your eyes)
And the only truth that I've ever known is when you're tellin me your lies (your lies)
Now I can't tell a lie, it's all a blur, not really sure, if you're a blessing or curse
And the only truth that I've ever known is when you're tellin me your lies (your lies), and I...

Loves been a disaster for me
What started out so beautiful has turned to pain
What happened to my happily ever after
See I know that it's been over for a while but I can't break away (break away)

'Cause everytime that I feel at home is when I'm lookin in your eyes (your eyes)
And the only truth that I've ever known is when you're tellin me your lies (your lies)
Now I can't tell a lie, it's all a blur, not really sure, if you're a blessing or curse
And the only truth that I've ever known is when you're tellin me your lies (your lies), and I...

Got me holding on to ya...
Got me confused I don't know what's real or fake
Baby now the only thing I'm used ta
Everyday, everynight, all the time I hear your lies

'Cause everytime that I feel at home is when I'm lookin in your eyes (your eyes)
And the only truth that I've ever known is when you're tellin me your lies (your lies)
Now I can't tell a lie, it's all a blur, not really sure, if you're a blessing or curse
And the only truth that I've ever known is when you're tellin me your lies (your lies)

since day 1 all i've heard is lies after lies even after u said tat u wont lie anymore
how naive can i get to believe wad u say time after time
i feel damn stupid n dumb
just like the lyrics of this song, what i feel every single day is exactly the same
tried doing things to forget everything
but it seems that whatever i do
no matter how much i try,nothing seems to make me forget everything

2009-08-17T02:20:00.005+08:00

yo ppl
ok first of all suntec dance 2009 is dope
congratz to the teams tat got in esp to triple T,F.Y.I, Flair nation C.O.A, Seven and all the rest of the NRA teams hahaha cos im from NRA haha lol
ok anyway for those who wans to (or dun intend to or dunno whether wan to anot) watch G.I Joe u better go watch it cos its damn nice reali.
for myself i dint intend to watch the movie at all cos i thought its some camera/computer effect thingy movie lyk all the rest but when i went to watch it i was lyk WOW haha yea
so do go catch the movie yea
ok lastly dunno if i should get tis pair of shoes

its $72 which can say quite low price alread but dunno leh
any commends on which colour etc pls do say yea
k tats all folks tat is if anyone i reading of course
y i say tat cos i noe my blog is lyk dead only alive once in a purple moon nt even a blue moon
haha lol
k la bye ppl

2009-07-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

how come everyone gt problems wit blogger???

wads the problem ar???

2009-07-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

ok time to do some blogging.

finally finished my 2 weeks of attachment n never kena anything haha

also learned alot during my time in the different places tat im being attached to although there are (many) times tat its so boring n also tired cos cant sit most of the time esp when there are patients ard but than again its bcos of the many different kinds of patients tat made it so fun haha.

so yea tats all for my CA

oh ya btw although its damn long time ago...ok nt reali long time but yea

TBG was dope as usual esp wit the overseas crews n also K.O Night also nice to watch

so yea signing off now

bb ppl

2009-06-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

2009-06-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

those who noe me quite well i think will also agree tat the things written are quite true and yes my birthday is in january

January

Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organized
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Homely person
Loyal
Needs to improve social abilities
Easily jealous

haha n tis is such a random post

2009-05-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

wa!!! dunno wan to cry or b happy

jus saw my Clinical Attachment(CA) timetable

for my first week im posted to tampines polyclinic( 29 June -3 July )

than 2nd week die liao posted to united medical care at toa payoh on the 6 n 7 July

health promotion board on the 8 July

Man Fut Tong Nursing Home at woodlands on the 9 n 10 of July
hai so how wan cry or happy think both la haha

2009-05-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

yo ppl

ok going to talk bout poly life so far

erm now i gt 7 modules n my timetable is damn 'hole-ly' which i hate lo so much time wasted in sch jus bcos of the breaks inbetween anyway its week 5 alread in poly n common test is lyk on week 7 so damn fast rite aaaahhhh!!!!

ya so anyway im still damn lost from everything but slowly getting used to the life in poly alread

oh ya n i gt sick n tired ok the food in sch alread during week 3 haha n im suppost to b in tis sch for lyk 3 years haha ok nth to say alread

till than ppl

2009-05-06T20:58:00.004+08:00

im sure tat most or all dancers hav been asked tis question which is 'wad is dance to you' but hav it crossed ur minds tat "why do you dance" and "for wad reasonsgoals/missions tat make you wan to dance"

well i'll been asked tis question recently n to say the truth once tis question hit me all i could think of was nth!!! my mind was blank!!! when i first started i thought it was cool(so wierd using tis word) but now i keep thinking bout tis question and all i could answer was "isitz bcos everyone else is dancing also" which is nt reali an ans but more questions. gotta find my ans which i did nt find last time reali hope tat its nt reali cos everyone else is also dancing. all i noe is tat i feel tat dance brings me joy and love and also i hav to consider bout my health n stuff hopefully i can hav the wisdom to make correct decision to everything including dance which i feel is important to me but i dunno y its important to me

P.S. anyone gt lobang for dope shoes?

2009-05-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

NRA audition is tmr aaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno if i've made a right choice by going for the auditions

2009-04-15T15:12:00.002+08:00

ok im damn bored as usual lol

anyway im thinking of going for the mass workshop for TBG(the big groove) nt too sure yet anyway if anyone is going pls do tell me and also anyone going for TBG concert do tell me also tis year's concert is ging to b dope i think cos cool mint is in it this year *YEAH!!!!!* haha i jus love them they are always so in sync n stuff yea so do tell me so tat i noe who is going n mayb we can go together haha

oh n im thinking of going there early again and my early is nt lyk 1 hr b4 ok haha must b kiasu for tis event its the only event tat i will b super kiasu haha

last year's TBG i when there with Huixian,Tiffany,Eugene and Freddie n we reach there at erm think 2pm if im nt wrong all thxs to my planning n kiasu-ness haha

dope events are worth being kiasu haha

k stop here till than bye ppl

TPDE GEMS 4

2009-04-04T01:48:00.004+08:00

yo ppl haha when for tpde's concert/production n its damn dope i tell u haha

the 'story' is bout cinderalla but wit a slight twist

of course there is cnderalla but instead of 2 step-sis n 1 step mom there is only 2 bimbotic 'bosses' n instead of having a prince there is a choreographer

quite a interesting production in all

i think i lyk best is all the modern routines even nicholas who is into street also lyk them haha so tat shows how dope it is

i think i lyk best is the part whereby cinderalla changed her clothes by her fairygodmother than she danced whoa i tell u tat whole routine is damn damn damn nice afew genres mixed together(ballet,jazz,hiphop n i think comtemp) all wearing different colours to show wad genre is wad colours haha

yea n there is also a So You Think You Can Dance sagment which is quite interesting n the best n funny part is whereby there is tis group of ppl 'auditioning' by dancing the shuffle etc towards techno song than straight away they were out haha damn funny n dope haha(no offence reali) those who gt the tix for tmr's show ur should reali go watch it n nt missed it heard tix for the sat show were sold out so those of u who cant get the tix wait for youtube hopefully there will b ppl posting the whole thing haha although it wun b so happening n exciting

think tats all dun wan to reali say too much yea haha so bye ppl till next time haha

2009-03-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch boogie town which feat kaba n quest anyone wanna go wit me to watch???

2009-03-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

i sprain my bloody back n i cant move

so i magine going to ur youngest cousin's bday party n all of the sudden while ur walking than u jus sprain ur back wit no reason tats wad happen

its a very shity feeling

think wad everyone tell me is rite

the looks n age of a young guy but the body of an old man

2009-03-06T02:16:00.001+08:00

yeah i jus gt my one stage tee haha so happy lol

anyway dunno if i should go stay over at my youngest cousin's charlet tmr

2009-03-01T22:47:00.005+08:00

*edited*

im sure tat there r more n more ppl getting sick including me haha

having headache for lyk erm a week alread its damn shitty lo

last time keep wanting to fall sick(for wad reasons i also dunno im jus weird i guess) but now i dun wan alread haha

y am i even laughing bout it think im jus weird hahaha

ok think i stop here for now

nite ppl

p.s. thx guys think u guys r rite i shall nt go to the same level as them

2009-02-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

happen to b going ard reading blogs n i came across tis post on one of the blog so gt to giv credits to them(sydc)

when u watched the vid alread do think bout it yar n if can i feel tat the msg should b passed to as many ppl as possible

tired

2009-02-12T01:19:00.001+08:00

feeling damn tired nt only physically but mentally as well

hai wat else can i do:(

hopefully sch can start soon lyk tmr so tat i will get distracted n forget bout everything else

2009-01-28T04:23:00.003+08:00

randoom post

feeling very sick now

must b all the cny food taking its toll haha lol

tmr going back to sch to teach ppl again n after tat heaed down to oschool for popping class haha cant wat for tat class cos learning glides yeah

but my wave n hits suck to the core seriously

anyway ending here kinda late or should i say early alread haha lol

p.s. diana i wan tat t-shirt haha

2009-01-24T03:16:00.003+08:00

ok jus a quick post on 23rd jan(cos now is 24th jan alread)

first of all i would lyk to thx those who have wished me happy birthday haha

reali appreciate it esp to huixian(although u nt there but i noe ur there.get it? cos i dun get wat im saying haha),samantha,yumin,angela n huimin reali thx u guys(or should i say ladies) for the cake n creaming my face wit the cake thx arh some more at food courst n sing so luod some more reali THX arh

n omg i jus realized its all girls aaaaaaarrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh lol

anyway i relized i suck a popping all my hits r so small i can only do choreo but without any hits de -_-zzzz

n today's hiphop class wit AnAn is as usual i gt mistakes again haha lol

must change tis bad habit of making mistakes anyway over all had quite a fun day

see told ur comfirm gt things happen de rite haha

oh n b4 i forget(nt tat i will)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIK!!!! HAHA

2009-01-23T03:37:00.004+08:00

ok since everyone(ok 2 only for now) asked me to update so i shall update

so here it is UPDATED haha

ok lame

ok seriously i shall update mayb tmr after im back from An's(AnAn for those who dunno) class

comfirm will gt things happen tmr de if dun hav than dun hav lo hahahahaha

2009-01-17T00:02:00.003+08:00

nik wans me to thx him for telling me wat does roflmao so here thx nik happy? haha

anyway nik u aso must thx me for telling u wat does poser means haha

anyway poping on wed is also usual very fun seriously n also today anan's class is also very fun

she keep looking at me lo than when i look at her she giv me the smile tat says u noe ur mistakes arh than i smile back lo n ppl dun anyhow think hor esp ppl lyk hx pls la she's attached can haiyo how old alread ur anyway going for my first popping class tmr jus hope i dun die there haha lol

k la nth to say anymore so end here

2009-01-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrhhhhhhh

jus afew more hours n the O lvl results will b out

think all or at least most O lvl grads r going crazy now

n to think for the pass few weeks ppl ask me if i nervous anot than i jus said i cant b bothered but now i think i also going crazy soon

although i noe my results cant b gd but still theres always the sense of not being able to wait to noe wat will happen next jus hate tis feeling

y does life hav to keep giving us tis kind of feeling haiyo jus cant understand

nvm jus hav to wait than

2009-01-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

ok as promised heres bout today's class

well first poping class was hmmm let me see...

fun yet akward cos i can do rolls tat ben taught n hand hitting haha but i cant do stomach hit n my leg hits r lyk so weird oh oh oh n the 'best' part wats the butt hit haha ben was lyk going ard looking n checking a everyone's butt to see if got hit hard eunf or do correctly anot haha than everyone was lyk luaghing n stuff

but gt one thing very sian bout the class which is...nid to stand still on one spot cant even move ard lo how sian can tat b( at least to me) n btw for those of u who missed the signing up there r 3 more courses tat starts on the week of 2 or 3 feb not sure cos forget.

the three courses are hiphop 1 n two other new courses which r wacking 1 n LA/Lyrical hiphop 1 haha how dope can the new courses b but dun thingk will b going of them mayb wacking bout the other two nid to see how

k tats all i thing i hav for today's 'report'

2009-01-07T00:53:00.002+08:00

yo ppl...

nowadays reali lazy to update or even do anything else in fact

anyway going to start my very first poping class wit ben later

hopefully i can catch the things he teach(my first time learn tis genre) n also make some new frenz

tats all for now shall blog mayb once i get back from the class

2009-01-01T15:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-12-28T12:24:00.003+08:00

tis is going to b a very short post

1) i hurt my back again...see doctor alread now waiting for 30/03/09 to go to specialist

2) im so bored everyday jus stoning here n there only

2008-12-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

yo ppl

haha so happy today

when to peninsula plaza(dunno how to spell someone correct me if u wan) today to shop for my bro's CNY stuff but instead i saw tis pair of shoes(from limited edition shop) tat kinda got my attention(n there r many more tat looks dope reali) so ask my parents if its possible to buy it lo n they say can so i bought it haha

hopefully it looks dope to others as well

heres how it looks lyk

erm nth to say alread so for now signing off

p.s. recital pics waiting for ie ching to send me sorry o having ur waiting n merry christmass ppl haha bye

2008-12-09T14:51:00.004+08:00

wat can i say bout Oschool recital yesterday(monday 8 of dec)

hmmm... DOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously it was lyk so damn bloody dope until no words can describe it.

jus alittle side track before going in alittle details bout the whole event.

Ann Tan was hospitalize yesterday morning n daniel is at LA since Thur/Fri so was alittle worried for the ppl.

ok back to the event...first performance was Ann Tan's choreo which Diana( Maria...haha) n Ie Ching were in it

for those of u who dunno who is Ann Tan jus to let u noe she is an isolation queen so her choreo also alot of isolations haha

Diana lyk wat Huixian said u improved alot since day 1 congrats n stay dope haha

Ie Ching sorry didnt reali see u cos was busy watching diana haha sorry sorry sorry but i noe one thing tat never changed at all n tat is ue DOPE haha

so after Ann's choreo it was Daniel's choreo (i think haha)

ya so since daniel was not ard n stuff i think overall those(including Nik n Wilfred) in his item they managed to put up a reali gd performance for everyone

Nik gd work haha got the prisoner face haha

Wilfred hmm how should i put it...for once ur firece dance face helped u to b in character haha jking jking haha but ya great job guys

so up next it was AnAn/ Xuehui choreo which was lyk great n got 'feel' haha

ya so after tat was poping i guess n it was lyk stunting reali imagine a huge group of poppers bout 20 plus of them in a stage tat is not reali tat big n they only used the front part of the stage u'll jus get tat kind of feeling tat *will they fall off the stage* tat kind of feeling n the dope part was tat they hit every single beat very hard they u got to b there on the spot watching it to reali feel it

yeah so after tat was (shit i forgot alread) but gt lyrical/LA hiphop which was dope erm locking which i dun reali get it no offence though than erm still got wat hmm on ya reggae which was dope n lyrical jazz which ryan reali used the whole stage with the choreo although there's only 6 ppl in tat item n also jazz item by fredy which i lyk haha

think tats all

oh wait theres still O crew which wat they did was unique cos their storyline was bout the entire week wat thery will b doing lyk for example on monday daniel has his hip hop 2 open class n Xuehui has her hip hop 1 open class n Ryan's lyrical jazz class so they did a hip hop n jazz routine than on tuesday since o school is closed on tat day they named it training day than on wed theres AnAn's hip hop 1 open u Fredy's street jazz class n so on n so fore jus check the oschool website to noe wat classes are on which day to get wat kind of dance o crew choreo-ed la lazy to say it all out haha

hopefully they making dvds for the recital so tat can watch over n over again haha

oh n when the whole event was over it was picture taking time n i suck at poseing n smiling for pictures damn it but here r the pictures

n tis is ryan camwhoring pic:

there still more pictures so wait for them ya

k ending here for now

2008-12-03T20:55:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAHHHHHHH crap i cant think of any more steps for the choreo gt brain block die die die

2008-11-21T21:47:00.003+08:00

jus a quick post i guess since i so bloody long never post alread...

ok lets see I've been to an interview at Raffles City starsbucks wit my cousin n she got hired n which made me doubt tat i will b hired(they say by sun no call means no hired so will b going to another outlet to try my luck haha...die also must work at starbucks n no where else haha)

o n to my dancing frenz anyone interested in going for ben's popping 1 n anan's hip hop 1 in jan?

think tats all

ohya cant wait for tmr to finally meet up wit ie ching,nik,wilfred n diana after sooooo freaking long haha

P.S cant wait to go for the O School recital n NRA's danzation

anyone going for Foreign Bodies Production???

2008-10-28T21:06:00.004+08:00

decisions decisions decisions

seems lyk life is full of decisions...

hmm...im thinking now where will i go after the O lvl

but no matter where i see it seems tat i only gt 2 choices which r 1) going to ite which is not a bad thing as everyone else thinks it is as ite is lyk last time the poly

or 2) if possible repeat the year again but tat is if the sch allow(most of the time only special cases)

im very confused now which is affecting my mood in every other aspact

i noe tat i most probably or even reali deserve it as i didnt study at all

its not lyk i dun wan to but mayb bcos i feel very demoralize after the prelims or tat im jus plain lazy n complacent due to the fact tat i alread got a N lvl cert

i think is the second reason

AAARRRRHHHHHH HELP

i reali nid help now i nid someone to reali talk to n someone to advice n help me

think i will stop 4 more or i will go emo again

its very bad u noe i keep going emo n getting angry 4 no reason at all

y is tis happening to me argh

fed up la how i wish life is so not complicated in tis modern times

2008-10-26T17:09:00.003+08:00

hey yo ppl

k now o lvl so never update so much

(wat only i never study at all still can act now studying haha lol)

k after next week i shall giv myself a prediction but most prob is nt a gd one will say more next time haha

till than

2008-10-12T00:19:00.004+08:00

hey there ppl...

as usual today when to oschool but since daniel is overseas together wit fredy n ryan doing a project anan took over him today for open class

i tell u the class was dope man

i lyk the routine she did today n i m anaged to do it although when time for video-ing down i forgot the steps haha but i can do it ok i didnt died over there ok haha

ya so anyway after the lesson nik,diana n today's birthday boy wilfred n myself when to bk for lunch ya so after tat i when home alread which is sssssssssssssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo(think u get my point) boring

ya so i was surfing the net the whoe time until now when i was surfing youtube i came across tis vid tat was so funny tat i think my face turn red from all the laughing n i was tearing n i cant stop laughing cos its super duper funny to the max haha tis is the link

2008-10-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

yo ppl -_-''zzz

think bout 1 week didnt blog so ya here it is...haha...lol

dun hav anything tat is worth bloging 4 now if nt is cant rmb...haha

ya also quite lazy...lol

anyway think bout 2 more weeks b4 the big Os n bout another 2.5 weeks b4 it ends

so bout 4.5 weeks b4 tat huge burden is over n yes it a huge but idiotic burden cos if dun hav it equals die OMG(actually nt reali la jus trying 2 b abit drama haha)

ya so gt nth to say alread

2008-09-21T20:02:00.004+08:00

ok as promised i shall blog bout ytd

so lets start wit gong to o school

went for ann's open class which made me noe the reason y im such a noob at dance

i practical died in the class i mean try stoning most of the time in the class jus bcos u can get the steps n keep thinking bout how is it being done jus bcos of tis one simple reason i screwed up the whole thing for myself

after tat gt a brk b4 the hip hop 3 class which equal to more knee pain/injury hai~

noe y...cos daniel is siao one he lyk to do sooooo much floor work tat require u to b on ur knees so it all equals to pain pain pain

ya so done wit summerizing bout o school(cant b bothered to say anything else bout it)

ok so after o school when to diana's for dinner/ her bro's birthday celebration i tell u the food was very nice haha

but b4 i say anything else i shall reply to miss tang huixian's tagged

(b4 u watch it can jus stop the music at the right hand corner)

there that should reply her qns...haha i noe im evil haha

anyway tat happened on the bus while we were going to diana's together wit ie ching,nik n wilfred

ya so back to the dinner thingy

actually also not much to say bout it cos diana's/nik's frens were the one making the place so happening haha

me gt nth to say so jus listen lor haha

ya but had fun

but b4 we(huixian n myself) left everyone was lyk 'dance dance' but i was lyk -_-'' haha cos i gt headache than still gt to dance but nvm cos since it was diana bro's birthday n i didnt get a present for him so i told huixian since its his birthday we treat it as his present lor haha i noe so cheapo rite haha

ya so after tat was done we sabo-ed diana n ie ching to dance(recital dance) also than followed by nik n wilfred(ann's open class routine) ya so ater tat left for home

think tat sort of summerized everything i guess haha

2008-09-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

today got alot happening stuff but now headache so shall blog buot them tmr

i go rest alread...wa head very pain...lol

2008-09-16T21:40:00.003+08:00

yeah prelims finally finish(although to me gt prelims or not also the same never study...nt gd nt gd nt gd...lol)

anyway predicted score for prelims: L1R4 31 haha

never study at all how to get gd marks comfirm will flank all papers

nt much to post bout jus getting back some of my papers tmr

will see if my predictions r correct haha lol

2008-09-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

hey ppl...

yesterday when to suntec dance 2008 finals wit diana,nik n wilfred...

cos i didnt noe any of the competitors so basic-ly i jus when there so b part of the whole thing...haha

anyway we reached there(fountain of wealth) at ard 5-6plus n sit there until 7:4opm(sit until backside stiff lor..serious) than the show start

the first part is the introduction of the whole event than followed by the MCs

btw the MCs r very long winded can hai yo cant stand them

ya so back to the thing...

after the introduction, the kids finalist performed

after tat is when the real thing starts haha

it continues wit the open solo which all of them r dope

than half way through noe wat happen...it started raining lucky got umbralla but got also = no use the rain was too heavy until the MSc got to ask even those wit umbrallas to go to the side which is shelted but once the thing continues wit the open group those wit umbrallas jus hack care lah go back to watch haha

the groups are all so dope la esp indepandent crew...haha think they r my fav

ohya the fantastic kids r also my competitors for dance work 08 except theres even more of them n they improved alot since the last time i've seen them

dunno wat else to say alread cos got too much to say so shall stop here if wan noe more can go to nik's or diana's blog there to read more haha i too lazy

2008-09-02T01:09:00.005+08:00

Warning to those who cant take lameness pls stop reading...

ok jus a very short n lame post i guess

i dunno y but jus when i was stoning at home i thought of tis:

if studying=exams,tests n prelims

n passing exams,tests n prelims=stressed

stressed is also =desserts spelled backward

so in other words...

desserts=passing exams,tests n prelims

so y dun everyone jus eat desserts to pass their exams,tests n prelims

haha...LAME...haha

2008-08-30T23:24:00.005+08:00

ok today is a very dope day

noe y...cos the few of us had dinner wit daniel...haha

huixian dun jealous arh haha

anyway today had a fun day cos hip hop 3 getting more n more weird in a gd way cos its lyk the choreo is a mix of everything lor haha

ya so after the lesson we passed our gifts to daniel for teachers' day(or should i say instrutors' day)...haha

ya so we asked him if we could hav dinner wit him also n surpirsingly he say he can but gt to chop chop as he nids to go KL to do a show wit the rest of O crew

so he settled some admin stuff b4 we can go 4 dinner so while waiting we when to the white studio to 'play'

i played wit the spilt mechine haha fun sia haha

ya so when daniel's done he wanted to bring us to noodle house ken 4 raman but instead we when to cathey to hav niu rou mian(beef noodle) which is unlyk the others the mian outside arh damn nice

jus a note to the rest who r planning to hav dinner wit daniel DUN ALLOW HIM TO ORDER THE FOOD haha he order alot lor wa lau full lyk hell la can

but the food he ordered r very nice(we had xiao long pao,mutton satay thingy which is very nice no weird smell,spicy chicken,prawn paste chicken wings also i think,gyoza which looks lyk so weird,thai style tofu,milk tea wit pearl,pumpkin thingy tat looks lyk some dessert tat u hav 4 breakfast) think tats all 4get liao but had fun la of course

we asked him bout some stuff(actually not some is alot)haha

ya so after tat daniel nid to go off so the few of us took a pic wit than we when to fort canning park

to dance(i noe its lyk lol rite)

than damn hot la there but we freestyled n stuff n left after awhile so after tat when back to city hall to take train home lor

haha

ya so after tat i reached home which is now haha

oh ya b4 i 4get i bought a pair of shoe 4 dance haha lol

k signing off here going to rest n prepare 4 tmr's pref hope it will b nice n i dun screw up haha

*re-edited found so much errors hai yo lyk that o lvl how sia*

2008-08-27T13:29:00.004+08:00

finally the perlims(26 n 27 aug 08) 4 english n humanities r done...

anyway something happened to day but dun wan talk bout it(wan noe ask me) over here spoil my image only haha...lol lyk i gt any lyk tat haha

anyway yesterday's paper was ok n noe wat u can call me crazy cos i lyk yesterday's qns for social studies cos gt study than ans the qns(s) until very shuang

than today is history paper but gt distracted by the thing tat happened so during the whole paper cant reali ans the qns lor

anyway also nt tat matter's fault also la cos never study also so dunno wat to write also

dun hav the mood to study la cant blame me

anyway the whole class also no mood to do some last minute revision also

shall stop here wan go slp liao(didnt hav proper rest cos of the prelims lor) although now only lyk 150 pm in the afternoon

2008-08-22T20:46:00.004+08:00

note to those who dun bother/not interested (etc) in sci(chem) dun continue reading cos u will get bored=) im a chem person so cant blame me haha

haha today in the morning ask my chem teacher bout the ans(s) for the practical ytd

i was rite 4 the chloride test haha cos the white thingy tat we got after adding silver chloride is actually silver itself some of the iron powder was soo fine tat it passes through the filter paper which the silver than displaces it(noe wat...i never see silver in such form b4 haha...lol)

but the solid A (we hav to find wat it is) is pure Fe2+(iron for those who dunno wat it is haha...lol) n i wrote iron(II) hydroxide

u noe y...cos i got positve hydrogen gas when tested 4 it once i added sulphuric acid

n u noe wats the part tat make me wan go kill myself...sulphuric acid contains hydrogen gas

its lyk basic thing can n i forgot but it

*note to self jus bcos hydrogen gas is being produced does NOT mean tat the substance is a hydroxide*

tats all i wan to say haha

oh n tmr is sat=o school yeah

P.S. to those ppl ard me i got to apologise to u guys 4 my random-ness n my recent short temper-ness(esp the short-temper thingy dunno y lyk tat also try to control it cos is not lyk me to loss my temper so easily jus hate myself for tat la shit man hai yo)

k bb haha

lol

2008-08-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

i reali wan go kill myself lor

wa lau eh on sun(the day of recital audition) my neck lyk getting better once i decided nt to go 4 audition my neck all the sudden gt so much better WA WA WA WA (bang head against wall)

than now ok alread wa piang eh should hav gone 4 it lor

wan cry alread la

must b karma lor

but nvm i take it as gd karma cos it makes me now can focus on my studies now

but still...heart pain sia now nt neck pain arh...lol

congrat to all my dope frenz on getting in for the recital will go support u guys de

anyway had my practical sci prelim today

i tell u its way easier than mid year lor

think i did ok 4 it although now still nt convince tat my ans r all correct n i wrote tat there is no chloride when it is a positive cholride test(i still thinks the solutions r contaminated lor)

im so going to kill myself 4 tat mistake

canot once in my whole life dun hav any careless mistake de lor esp for my best sub(chem...haha) always hav the most careless mistake hai~

sadded sia reali must bang my head than can get it,alway must kana 'burn' than lrean(but most of the time also still forget bout it...lol)

going to 'revise' now

2008-08-18T22:03:00.007+08:00

shit la should hav gone to the audition lor on sunday...

y must i injured my neck hai yo

think is bcos i keep only noe how to play n dance every time than never study tats y now lyk tat

never mind shall

anyway was jus looking at ppls blogs cos nth to do now

n when i was at melvin's blog there's tis vid bout at kid

i tell u that kid's damn dope la wa piang

u watch alread u will understand

lyk wat melvin said at his blog

nearly teared when i watched n hear him sing

his also damn inspiring to me get bullied everytime in school bcos he sings but instead of giving up lyk wat most ppl will do(including me) if they faced tis kind of problems he continue sing

reali no words can describe it must reali watch than will understand

2008-08-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

k today dunno how to say if its a gd day or bad day

when to o school for ryan's open class(he took over for daniel)

the choreo was dope man haha had fun

than after tat asked him if gt hip hop 3 today anot than he say hav

so i when wit nik,diana n wilfred to subway to eat

met up wit fred at subway also

ya so anyway after eating n stoning we when back to o school

met ee ching n her senior which is also in hip hop 3 haha

ya so after tat when back to raffles city to get some soya milk lyk lol rite

so after tat when back to o school again n waited for hip hop 3

an an took over for daniel today cos daniel at kl doing project

an an's choreo is lyk...i dun even get abit if it lor hai must push myself to all kind of choreo notonly daniel's

than i also bought a o school blue t shirt(they gt 4 new colour blue,red,green n purple)

the shirt damn ex lor $38 leh no money liao lor

anyway i manage to survived the whole day wit my neck in pain...lol

ya so i decided not to go 4 tmr's audition alread my body nids to rest health more important anyway still got next year can try wat rite

ya so now having a headache liao nid to go rest liao

so bb

2008-08-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

im gonna b quick wanna rest

ya so anyway cant wait 4 tmr ryan's open class

hope it wont b something too difficult

but b4 going to o school tmr gonna go to see the doc again

my neck havnt ok n wats worse is my back now also pain liao

hai yo i lyk old man lyk tat every where also pain

ya so hope the doc can let me go dance tmr haha

ya n now having doubts if i should go 4 the audition tis sun in my current condition

haha think jus let thing go its natural way ba haha

bb go rest liao

2008-08-07T18:18:00.002+08:00

shit man sprain my neck

when to the doc tis morning n u noe wat...

he say i cant go 4 x-country tmr

double shit...lol

jus when i wan to run for the first time in my life i cant

the doc say must rest so he giv me a 2days mc

so sadded la i cant run

sian lor

anyway im lyk at robot ow cant move at all lor if not damn pain sia

go rest alread

2008-08-05T16:28:00.002+08:00

ok i noe its been lyk so long since my last post

anyway today 4 pe lesson the class when out to bedok reservior to practice 4 the X-country tis friday

n i stop only once for a distance of ard 2.4km-3km

which to me is so gd lor

cos i everytime also stop alot of times

anyway after pe is recess so bought some drinks than went back to class to change

than english lesson teacher never come which = can slp damn tired lor lucky its 2 period so its lyk 2 slping period 4 me haha

than after tat not much happen until assembly

noe wat happen

trey was performing for my sch during assembly so i when to 'talk' to him when the sch was dismissed

when he saw me he was lyk "wat u doing here"...lol

i tell him i study here...haha

than when back home alread

ya so roughly lyk tat

going to slp now damn tired lor

2008-07-28T19:16:00.003+08:00

today in school only gt one word to describe

SIAN...

noe y

cos gt investiture rehersal 4 tmr

than hor the sec 3s planning damn bad lor

screw up so many times when they gt so much practice lor

than waste so much time

all the seniors damn pissed off la which include me...lol

anyway going to get it done n over wit tmr n 4get everything

finally step down arh...yes

haha

2008-07-20T12:45:00.009+08:00

yesterday decided to go to o school after all...lol

when 4 open hip hop 1 alone

the style daniel did yesterday was kinda my style which is a bit lyrical lyk tat

so kinda lyk it yesterday...haha

after lesson when to grab some food(actually is drinks only didnt eat anything the whole day)

n than when back to o school 2 wait 4 my hip hop 2 course

made some new frens while waiting(lyk after so long than made some frenz so lol)

anyway during lesson didnt do much also jus go to the grp im in

than did some formation stuff

everyone contributed some ideas...it was fun...haha

so now left next week which is the last one alread which means graduation

hope to see the ppl i noe continue to hip hop 3

esp the remaining MS crew members,sean,ester,

yi ching,daryl,nick,diana,wilfred n many more...haha

sorry guys if ur name nt mantion cos 4get ur names alread sorry sorry sorry

n paiseh arh if ur names spelled wrongly

2008-07-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

k third post of the day

now i dunno y but i decided not to go o school tmr

feeling even more crap now n i jus 'made' a fren of mine or

should i rephrase it to a sister(no related in family wise) of mine "shut up'

wit my piece of crap

y am i acting tis way sia???

isitz cos i havnt recover???cant b last time sick also not lyk tat...

or isitz cos of stress hmmm...lyk i gt any

think must b low life condition but dun care la

think wont b thinking correctly la

go slp liao hopefully tat is wat i nid to get back to 'normal' self

ohya b4 i go

think wat sister say is quite true tis week suck to the core man

wit tat i end it here

2008-07-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

2nd post of the day...lol

k now feel lyk im unwanted in tis world lor

dunno y also leh

jus keep having the feeling tat ppl dun wan me ard or lyk shunting(isitz spelled correct?) me...

feeling usless also lor

lyk everything also cant do rite

fail in everything

im sure a failure lor

hai~

wat 2 do wat 2 do

when i ask ppl 4 help i everytime also get the same old reply

go chant more or no la u thinking 2 much

its lyk i noe la ppl i've been listening to tat since lyk wat...forever?!!!!

aiya dunno la jus dun feel lyk my usual self lor

everytime go out also nid to put up a mask to b cheerful cos lyk i feel tat the ppl ard me all more miserable than me so if ppl can do it y cant i but than feeling so sick n tired of doing so lor

cos lyk i feel tat i look lyk an idiot lor

but also dunno y la i put ppl in front of me so i try to 'make sure' they r alright

esp those younger than me n which also include those tat r afew months younger hor

dun come argue wit me bout tat

mayb cos of the way im being brought up ba?

must take care of the younger ones first afther tat only than can u go do ur things...

than when ever come home try to let go some of those things but than comfirm will hav something tat will make my day worse

2008-07-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

sian lor

havnt recover yet...

tmr going o school n its the 2nd last lesson alread

next week is graduation alread

hope tmr will b a dope day :)

n also recover by than...

o man i havnt start revising yet lor...lol

n its lyk o lvl coming n i lyk dun giv a damn lyk tat

y i so lazy arh keep scolding myself also no use

lyk tat comfirm cant go poly lor think also no nid 2 think also noe liao

dpa also go reject lor if get offered

hai~ y arh y

think reali got to get burn very badly than will wake up lor

but i everytime lyk find excuse to everything leh

if lyk get burned liao still will come up wit some crap stuff to bluff myself

hai yo reali dunno lah

go stone liao lah

byebye

2008-07-16T14:32:00.003+08:00

been not feeling well officially for the past 2 days(had 2 days of mc to cover)...lol

got to get well asap now tat sch is starting on revision

which means tat cant afford to miss any lesson which i hav for 2 days alread....hai~ sian lor

anyway hope i can reali get well by lyk now cos later got to help eugene out for his admission for JC thingy...

he ask me to teach him modern dance stuff but i dun noe a single thing lor...

hai~ see wat i can do later

but first i reali got to get well soon

y must human beings get sick i also dun understand...

going to get some rest now so cya guys ard soon i hope

bye bye

2008-07-09T20:08:00.003+08:00

recently i gt a song called alright by da pump(its a jap song n the song is the youtube vid)

which i think gt alot of beats n groove to dance to...

btw i gt the song from melvin( HR Crew)...hahaha

so i started freestyling to tat song...lol

anyway sch i ok but today felt tat time past way to slow in sch which is weird to me as normally time pass damn fast lor...lol

k la going freestyling now n mayb think of choreo for future event...

2008-07-08T16:31:00.001+08:00

when to buy a bagpack today cos in the morning once i carry my slingbag my back pain lor

anyway since i was at tm i thought y nt jus go buy my sch shoe also which is lyk damn freaking long time ago should hav bought it alread...lol

than now at home stoning

end here 4 now

i going to continue stoning

byebye

2008-07-07T11:26:00.002+08:00

hey guys...

finally the milkrun is over...

everyone did very well even when we had a last min change in place...

after the fd item was over than had some 'debrief' n than run out of river valley pri to the stage outside to watch H.R perf n as usual they r dope...nice choreo....

after everything finish we walk for bout 40 min from river vally pri to some where near to istana to take bus to tampines than when reach tampines the rest go for training but i never go cos my mom at home so i didnt go lor...hai sadded...

anyway had a fun day yesterday cos now is youth day n everyone over here relaxing except for someone(huixian) haha...

hav fun in sch ok huixian haha...

2008-07-03T18:33:00.005+08:00

hey guys...

been busy wit sch stuff...

n its making me stressed up easily nowadays...lol

anyway i gt to say sorry to ms peeps cos i fly their airplane on mon...

sorry guys gt so busy wit sch tat when reach home i dozed off n woke up at 9 reali sorry

esp to huixian n tiffany....

i noe ur called me but i cant hear cos my phone in silent reali sorry...

think i owe tham something even bigger than jus the word sorry...

2008-06-28T22:47:00.004+08:00

yo ppl...haha

today gt small perf n i screwed the whole thing la can...

anyway after the perf

rushed down to milkrun which when quite gd...haha great job ppl

than when to o school after milkrun which again we rushed although got quite some time b4 lessons...

wan noe y...

cos our dear miss Tiffany when 4 reggae today n she totally trashed the ppl there cos is her first time at o school n on top of tat she can do the steps even when she never do reggae b4

dope rite...

ya anyway while wait 4 time to pass when to o cafe which is basically the cafe at o school

haha

ya the food was nice must try next time ur go there...

than when time 4 lesson i go lor but damn difficult la can house lesson...

i dying over there ya thean when come out of the lesson lyk jus bath finish only lor...

than wait again 4 hip hop 2 which was damn fun n i manage to catch up wit everyone...

y i say tat

cos i last week never go(to noe more read previous post)...

n stayed awhile after lesson to practise wit everyone which was fun

than when to eat again...haha...i lyk pig lyk tat everytime eat eat eat...lol

anyway was suppose to go wit o school peeps but than fly their airplane(paiseh arh guys)....

than now at home damn tired la thing tmr leg going to b pain again lor...hai~

k la end here le

bye bye ppl

2008-06-25T19:15:00.003+08:00

today is third day back in sch alread...

kinda bored in sch lor gt so many 'free periods' cos i dun take those subjects

n also keep sling in class..haha...lol

very tired la cos june holi slp late wake up late also haha tat y

anyway tmr gt practise 4 dunno wat perf on SAT will is sian la

cos sat also got milkrun combine rehersal but nid go the perf first

cos perf is sch based event n it starts at 915 to hopefully 1045 than after tat still nid

go back home change le than go milkrun so sian...

hai~ everything also sian la now

i go back to stoning liao

bye bye

2008-06-21T20:22:00.003+08:00

today is the first milkrun combined rehersal n was kinda great...haha

anyway didnt slp at all lor so lyk over there no strength de...

thean missed today's o school lessons lor cos never slp than head pain so cant go nid rest...

hai~ wasted...

anyway thx mei hui for sending me home...thank you thank you thank you

than when reach home only i jus 'collapsed'on my bed...haha too tired liao

anyway now ok le i think but still feel wasted leh today never go o school

reali sad-ed lor:(

anyway ending lyk tat

bye

tired

2008-06-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

hey ppl

damn tired now...

been dancing lyk crazy...

which is a gd thing but damn tired lor

now no strength liao n tmr still nid wake up at 6am jus to get ready 4 the milkrun combined rehersal at river valley pri...

after tat chiong to o school 4 lessons...

power haha later whole body pain again...

no strength to write liao so ending here...

bye bye

bored...

2008-06-16T03:07:00.004+08:00

hey guys...

kinda bored now n its lyk wat 3:07am now...

reali damn sian now

waiting for something dope to happen(lyk tat real reali happen lyk tat...lol)

hope the trainers' meeting later will b fun or at least interesting if not i will b dead bcos f boredom...

n ya i say later cos its 3 plus in the morning so technically its a mondae now haha...lol

kk gtg(although dunno go where)...

cya guys ard

THE BIG GROOVE 2008

2008-06-09T00:21:00.004+08:00

hey guys today is the big day

its The Big Groove!!!!

haha

anyway had the dopest day of my life for now...y?

cos finally i manage to see the Wrecking Crew Orchestra in person

yeah they performed today...

wit them are also crews from overseas such as Kulture Break,Team Vibes and also a special crew...

wat so special bout tis crew u might think...well

first of all their name is called BS Brothers

second it is made out of TWO KIDS yes TWO KIDS...

one is 12 while the other is 8 can u imagine tat 12 n 8 years old

oh btw they are lockers( they do locking)

their pics are above

to say bout the whole day only one word can describe it DOPE haha...

cant help but wait...lol

2008-06-05T13:51:00.005+08:00

he ppl...haha
can't wait for TBG(The Big Groove)
to those who dont noe wat it is
well its a workshop n concert bout dance(street style of course)...
n tis year i will b going for the concert which got W.C.O(Wrecking Crew Orchestra from japan)
think will b seeing some famillar faces there during the concert...yeah
cay guys ard soon

How much more stupid can i get...

2008-06-03T00:03:00.003+08:00

ok guys heres the deal...
the milk run is coming closer which means a few things...
1)the dance got to be up soon or else we're done for(n wats worse is tat is tat ever happens the wat will the public see gakkai as...dun even wat to think tat far...)
2)getting tired as i promised my mom n myself tat tis year will try to stay at home most of the time to get ready for the O lvl but now im here taking up more n more assignmentswhich is reali tiring me out( i noe tat guys r also in the same situation as me but i jus dunno how much more i can take it) i reali feel tat im more n more getting un-prepared for everything...dunno wat to do
3)tis is my first time being a choreographer n i hav such a big first task as a choreographer...hai~
4) reali am doubting myself now n im lost now dunno wat is in hold for me now i reali got to stop accepting everything ppl as me to do n start planning for myself
i mean come on la brian u got ur O lvls n than there is the friendship meeting perfs tat u promised ur own zone n some other zone n there is not enough time alread esp when there is new ppl in the dance grp n now here u come accepting another dance perf which is a national event (n Urban Passion will b there) n ur not even sure bout ur ability n than u accept ppl's request when u hav ur hands full alread( dun forget tat after all ur jus a student u noe u hav ur primary objective which is UR STUDIES!!!)
okay~ got to reali start organising myself n stop all these distracting alread after tis milk run n friendship meeting i got to reali start to focus hope by than its not too late...die liao
getting stressed out now but wat to do everyone have the same 24 hours n im no exception jus got to reali manage wat i hav done now n hope tat things will turn out the way i want it to be...

a whole day of 'pain'

2008-06-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

hey guys back again
had a tortures day today
can barely walk cos calf muscle got stiff bcos of the house lesson yesterday
anyway THANK YOU miss VINCCI LOO(Hougang sec councillor vice president) for helping me out in add some stuff to tis blog(ya i kinda stupid in tis kind of things...haha...lol)
had a boring day also as got to teach some ppl dance wit my leg's condition n also getting tired of the steps now cos keep doing it over n over again but hopefully it will look nice
hope by tmr my leg can get better to reali dance if not will b stoning at the meeting tmr
will b ending here for today
cya guys around soon

taking 2 things in 1 dae

2008-05-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

hey everyone...haha
first time blogging...lol
anyway dont think todae is my dae.
jus lyk wat the title says todae i start my house n hip hop 2 lessons in o school
damn tired la after house n my leg now giving way no strength liao
n also in hip hop 2 i jus cant get the steps n movement rite =(
than tmr still got training for the friendship meeting dunno how im going to survive during training...die liao la
after lessons rush down to mr poon's hse damn big la
go there to party(for the grad councillors which i think was alittle boring never play games)
after tat come back home than make tis blog lor haha...lol
will stop here for todae
peace ppl