decisions decisions decisions

seems lyk life is full of decisions...

hmm...im thinking now where will i go after the O lvl

but no matter where i see it seems tat i only gt 2 choices which r 1) going to ite which is not a bad thing as everyone else thinks it is as ite is lyk last time the poly

or 2) if possible repeat the year again but tat is if the sch allow(most of the time only special cases)

im very confused now which is affecting my mood in every other aspact

i noe tat i most probably or even reali deserve it as i didnt study at all

its not lyk i dun wan to but mayb bcos i feel very demoralize after the prelims or tat im jus plain lazy n complacent due to the fact tat i alread got a N lvl cert

i think is the second reason 

AAARRRRHHHHHH HELP

i reali nid help now i nid someone to reali talk to n someone to advice n help me

think i will stop 4 more or i will go emo again

its very bad u noe i keep going emo n getting angry 4 no reason at all

y is tis happening to me argh

fed up la how i wish life is so not complicated in tis modern times