decisions decisions decisions

seems lyk life is full of decisions...

hmm...im thinking now where will i go after the O lvl

but no matter where i see it seems tat i only gt 2 choices which r 1) going to ite which is not a bad thing as everyone else thinks it is as ite is lyk last time the poly

or 2) if possible repeat the year again but tat is if the sch allow(most of the time only special cases)

im very confused now which is affecting my mood in every other aspact

i noe tat i most probably or even reali deserve it as i didnt study at all

its not lyk i dun wan to but mayb bcos i feel very demoralize after the prelims or tat im jus plain lazy n complacent due to the fact tat i alread got a N lvl cert

i think is the second reason 

AAARRRRHHHHHH HELP

i reali nid help now i nid someone to reali talk to n someone to advice n help me

think i will stop 4 more or i will go emo again

its very bad u noe i keep going emo n getting angry 4 no reason at all

y is tis happening to me argh

fed up la how i wish life is so not complicated in tis modern times

hey yo ppl 

k now o lvl so never update so much

(wat only i never study at all still can act now studying haha lol)

k after next week i shall giv myself a prediction but most prob is nt a gd one will say more next time haha

till than 

bb

hey there ppl...

as usual today when to oschool but since daniel is overseas together wit fredy n ryan doing a project anan took over him today for open class

i tell u the class was dope man

i lyk the routine she did today n i m anaged to do it although when time for video-ing down i forgot the steps haha but i can do it ok i didnt died over there ok haha

ya so anyway after the lesson nik,diana n today's birthday boy wilfred n myself when to bk for lunch ya so after tat i when home alread which is sssssssssssssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo(think u get my point) boring

ya so i was surfing the net the whoe time until now when i was surfing youtube i came across tis vid tat was so funny tat i think my face turn red from all the laughing n i was tearing n i cant stop laughing cos its super duper funny to the max haha tis is the link 

yo ppl   -_-''zzz

think bout 1 week didnt blog so ya here it is...haha...lol

dun hav anything tat is worth bloging 4 now if nt is cant rmb...haha

ya also quite lazy...lol

anyway think bout 2 more weeks b4 the big Os n bout another 2.5 weeks b4 it ends

so bout 4.5 weeks b4 tat huge burden is over n yes it a huge but idiotic burden cos if dun hav it equals die OMG(actually nt reali la jus trying 2 b abit drama haha)

ya so gt nth to say alread 

bb