today in school only gt one word to describe

SIAN...

noe y 

cos gt investiture rehersal 4 tmr

than hor the sec 3s planning damn bad lor

screw up so many times when they gt so much practice lor

than waste so much time 

all the seniors damn pissed off la which include me...lol

anyway going to get it done n over wit tmr n 4get everything

finally step down arh...yes

haha

yesterday decided to go to o school after all...lol

when 4 open hip hop 1 alone

the style daniel did yesterday was kinda my style which is a bit lyrical lyk tat

so kinda lyk it yesterday...haha

after lesson when to grab some food(actually is drinks only didnt eat anything the whole day)

n than when back to o school 2 wait 4 my hip hop 2 course

made some new frens while waiting(lyk after so long than made some frenz so lol)

anyway during lesson didnt do much also jus go to the grp im in 

than did some formation stuff

everyone contributed some ideas...it was fun...haha

so now left next week which is the last one alread which means graduation

hope to see the ppl i noe continue to hip hop 3

esp the remaining MS crew members,sean,ester,

yi ching,daryl,nick,diana,wilfred n many more...haha

sorry guys if ur name nt mantion cos 4get ur names alread sorry sorry sorry

n paiseh arh if ur names spelled wrongly

k third post of the day 

now i dunno y but i decided not to go o school tmr

feeling even more crap now n i jus 'made' a fren of mine or

should i rephrase it to a sister(no related in family wise) of mine "shut up'

wit my piece of crap

y am i acting tis way sia???

isitz cos i havnt recover???cant b last time sick also not lyk tat...

or isitz cos of stress hmmm...lyk i gt any

think must b low life condition but dun care la

think wont b thinking correctly la

go slp liao hopefully tat is wat i nid to get back to 'normal' self

ohya b4 i go

think wat sister say is quite true tis week suck to the core man

wit tat i end it here 

2nd post of the day...lol

k now feel lyk im unwanted in tis world lor

dunno y also leh

jus keep having the feeling tat ppl dun wan me ard or lyk shunting(isitz spelled correct?) me...

feeling usless also lor 

lyk everything also cant do rite

fail in everything

im sure a failure lor 

hai~

wat 2 do wat 2 do

when i ask ppl 4 help i everytime also get the same old reply

go chant more or no la u thinking 2 much

its lyk i noe la ppl i've been listening to tat since lyk wat...forever?!!!!

aiya dunno la jus dun feel lyk my usual self lor 

everytime go out also nid to put up a mask to b cheerful cos lyk i feel tat the ppl ard me all more miserable than me so if ppl can do it y cant i but than feeling so sick n tired of doing so lor

cos lyk i feel tat i look lyk an idiot lor 

but also dunno y la i put ppl in front of me so i try to 'make sure' they r alright

esp those younger than me n which also include those tat r afew months younger hor

dun come argue wit me bout tat

mayb cos of the way im being brought up ba?

must take care of the younger ones first afther tat only than can u go do ur things...

than when ever come home try to let go some of those things but than comfirm will hav something tat will make my day worse

sian lor

havnt recover yet...

tmr going o school n its the 2nd last lesson alread 

next week is graduation alread

hope tmr will b a dope day :)

n also recover by than...

o man i havnt start revising yet lor...lol

n its lyk o lvl coming n i lyk dun giv a damn lyk tat

y i so lazy arh keep scolding myself also no use

lyk tat comfirm cant go poly lor think also no nid 2 think also noe liao

dpa also go reject lor if get offered

hai~ y arh y

think reali got to get burn very badly than will wake up lor

but i everytime lyk find excuse to everything leh

if lyk get burned liao still will come up wit some crap stuff to bluff myself

hai yo reali dunno lah

go stone liao lah

byebye

been not feeling well officially for the past 2 days(had 2 days of mc to cover)...lol

got to get well asap now tat sch is starting on revision

which means tat cant afford to miss any lesson which i hav for 2 days alread....hai~ sian lor

anyway hope i can reali get well by lyk now cos later got to help eugene out for his admission for JC thingy...

he ask me to teach him modern dance stuff but i dun noe a single thing lor...

hai~ see wat i can do later

but first i reali got to get well soon

y must human beings get sick i also dun understand...

going to get some rest now so cya guys ard soon i hope

bye bye

recently i gt a song called alright by da pump(its a jap song n the song is the youtube vid)

which i think gt alot of beats n groove to dance to...

btw i gt the song from melvin( HR Crew)...hahaha

so i started freestyling to tat song...lol

anyway sch i ok but today felt tat time past way to slow in sch which is weird to me as normally time pass damn fast lor...lol

k la going freestyling now n mayb think of choreo for future event...

bb

when to buy a bagpack today cos in the morning once i carry my slingbag my back pain lor

anyway since i was at tm i thought y nt jus go buy my sch shoe also which is lyk damn freaking long time ago should hav bought it alread...lol

than now at home stoning

end here 4 now

i going to continue stoning

byebye

hey guys...

finally the milkrun is over...

everyone did very well even when we had a last min change in place...

after the fd item was over than had some 'debrief' n than run out of river valley pri to the stage outside to watch H.R perf n as usual they r dope...nice choreo....

after everything finish we walk for bout 40 min from river vally pri to some where near to istana to take bus to tampines than when reach tampines the rest go for training but i never go cos my mom at home so i didnt go lor...hai sadded...

anyway had a fun day yesterday cos now is youth day n everyone over here relaxing except for someone(huixian) haha...

hav fun in sch ok huixian haha...

hey guys...

been busy wit sch stuff...

n its making me stressed up easily nowadays...lol

anyway i gt to say sorry to ms peeps cos i fly their airplane on mon...

sorry guys gt so busy wit sch tat when reach home i dozed off n woke up at 9 reali sorry

esp to huixian n tiffany....

i noe ur called me but i cant hear cos my phone in silent reali sorry...

think i owe tham something even bigger than jus the word sorry...